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After texting back and forth talking about how we really miss each other only after a couple days since we last saw each other and talking about how we really like each other I said I may have deeper feelings and even might have the l word on my mind. She said she didn’t know I felt that way and then said “lol sorry” I didn’t reply and she said she feels bad and wants to give me a hug and said she “really likes me” But, I feel like I made everything awkward and came across as too strong as well as my feelings not be addressed. Am I insane for having deep feelings so early in the relationship?

It’s been 122 days since I went through a sudden out of nowhere messy breakup that left me heartbroken, utterly lost and confused. I lost some close friends and a family member passed away not long after the breakup which left me devastated. I stumbled on this community and read through similar stories people went through. Posted a bit and got some good advice. I don’t feel I have 100% healed and I don’t think I ever will however, I found confidence to go on a date and came to terms with that ex not coming back. Although they immediately started stalking my socials, putting their account on public trying to show me something and making a new account to stalk me after being blocked. I do feel less sensitive about the breakup and I’m learning to just not care. There will be days I feel the entire wave throw me under but, not as heavy as it was. Thank you for the advice and support along the way.