I’ve been thinking it’s my time to go I can’t do it anymore I’m currently at work and keep going to the toilets to cry I’ve had enough i feel so alone all time I feel like my whole life has been a massive waste of time of time I feel pathetic like a failure never stuck to nothing I’m done I just needed to get this off my chest so it could help I’m just not sure what do anymore
Hi not really sure what I’m doing making this but why not I have friends in my life I moved 2 years ago I drive an hour and half to see them and just recently I have feel really hard for one of them she made me feel so safe and seen it hurts to think about I can still feel her hand against mine her fingers in my hair I always kinda liked her but now I know I do it hurts because I’m 90% sure she don’t feel the same way everything between both of my friends went cold not speaking blunt over messages the lot i have no one else to talk to about anything I can’t ask her how she feels because I’m scared of the answer can’t talk the the other because I’m not sure what could happen I used to think I liked being alone but now I’ve realised I just grew used to it
I’m sorry
Thank you