Im starting to make money, and i just really wanna get testosterone as quick as possible
Im 16 almost 17 NO I CANT wait just one more year i need it ao bad
So how can i start it let alone find a trusted source
Also ive heard injections are a bit unsafe with DIY so should i go for gel?
Everything is going great, i got my first job, im working out, im going outside, even went to a party, made friends, made my first 100 bucks
But here i am realising thats all ill be doing my life, working, spending, working, spending and so on. I hate it. I hate working with people, if i were to work alone maybe id be happier, but thats out the window for now. I hate people and i cant stand the fact i will have to be around them my whole life
Im doing everything that should make me happy, but it doesn't and its not that im sad either im just so displeased, so angry, that my life was already decided and specially that i have to live with a brain like mine
I wish i was dumber maybe then i wouldn't realise how useless fulfilling life is
Life has meaning, but im not energetic enough to fulfil it
I cant fully explain everything since it wont let me post it. But i have a thing for blood and stalking. I keep having urges to do things, sometimes acting on it
I feel like a creep and in a way i am, if you wanna know more, i could probably explain it better in the comments, or whatever