I met a girl and I really cared about her. She made me feel like life wasn't so bad. She left and I'm alone again. I can't keep hurting like this forever but I don't think anything will ever change.
Can't do anything right. Lost my job. Flunking college. Just had a nice thing going with a girl and then in the middle of everything she said she isn't into me. I fell back into fucking drinking. All the effort to get sober and I threw it all away. There's nothing to look forward to when I wake up in the morning. I'm a fucking idiot and being alive is a chore that I wish I didn't have to deal with anymore.
Met a girl on hinge, things were going well. Started sexting and then out of nowhere she just quit texting back. I asked what happened and she said "just not attracted, wish you the best" she told me she was into me before and I don't know what's going on. My feelings are kind of really hurt and I feel super stupid