u/EdwardTrosit

We just had dinner at a place where my friend waitresses. She surprised us with a free order of something we didn't want at all. Despite that, I felt awkward (loved but still awkward) about not paying for it. Even though she wasn't our server, would you leave an extra big tip for this? Or just accept and be grateful? What is expected?

I know the question sounds lame. Before my kid was born I would go to raves - there were listings on Facebook and word of mouths. My child is older now and I just want to have one night dancing for myself but no longer know where to look. I was never in the club scene so unsure of those as well. Please guide me.

Dedicated to the one I lost and the continuing navigation on an infertile road.

SCREAM and SHOUT and FIGHT and BITE
Shreds of my soul bubbling to light
Tarnished and tainted
Hurt and marred
Under my skin are scars and more scars
I've failed, I'm not taking the F
Retake the exam, grasping what's left
I'm NOT done
I'm here
withering away
How dare you take her, it was never my say

continuate to infuriate
[as if I'm not talking directly to God]

Over-heated, resounding out
Did you see me sputter? See me pout?
Rise, I'm inclined, to show you what's best
A will of my own - does that make you upset?
What destiny? It's questioning fate
I doubt you can compensate
for the prophecy lost to me telling me 'no'
I'm believing I'm achieving in this story I own
Did you think I'd step out?
Realize it's dead?
You don't fucking know what's inside of my head
My heart, or my gut, or MY FUCKING OVARIES
She's coming to me

She's coming to me