Feeling stuck
Hi! I've been worshipping Loki for I think almost over a year now? So I'm relatively new, I decided to worship Loki because I've always felt a strong connection to him and I realized how often he appeared throughout my childhood once I did some research into him.
I feel his presence very strongly, he also sent me so many spiders that my ceiling has stains from the ones I've had to kill. I had one crawl on my hand while I was using my mouse, one in my keyboard while I was sitting at my desk, one that came down from the ceiling directly in front of my face TWICE, One that crawled on the book I was reading in my bed in the middle of the night and many many others. I assumed the sudden amount of them was him trying to get my attention, I thought maybe he wanted to talk to me.
I've seen a lot of people use tarot cards to communicate with him and he himself has given me many signs to buy a deck. I eventually did and I feel very connected to my cards but I'm not really sure where to start? I've tried asking what he wanted to tell me and just pulling a random card and looking up the meaning but I still feel pretty lost. I don't have much faith or confidence in myself so honestly that's probably why I feel this way.
I mainly just want to know how to connect with him more? I have a candle for him that I light every once in a while and I have a shrine of silly objects he seems to like. Does anyone have any recommendations on how I can communicate with him or worship him properly? Any advice would be appreciated.