Burnt out and feeling low
I got diagnosed with ADHD two years ago. I’ve been trying different meds and combos and nothing.
Now I can possibly be burnt out. Background: I had started a business back in 2022 and it was horrible. Had crooks for landlords. Long story short I made it out after multiple courts dates. I racked up some serious credit card debt and decided after talking to a bankruptcy lawyer to just do what I can to pay it down.
It’s been 4 years of me side hustling, while working 9-5 and even having two full time jobs at this point. Some of my siblings moved in and they have all lost their jobs. They are not really helping me, and now I’m feeling resentful. I want them out, and to live with my parents. But I know they won’t be comfortable, but I miss having my space to myself.
I’m doing the bare minimum at work, and in life in general. I tried picking up new hobbies, making new friends and hanging out with old, I can’t shake how I’m feeling.
I will be scheduling an appointment with a therapist. My last one was trying to convince me about not getting on ADHD meds so I stopped going to her. Idk , I just feel like shit