u/EffectiveAbrocoma778

For The Record

For the record:

I didn’t abandon you to a fate I was never even aware of.

I went to school.

I didn’t believe you.

When I knew 

Your plan

I walked right into it

Didn’t you ever find it odd?

The things I would say?

The job I took?

Sure, I lied on the phone

To Shawn

To Dave

To anyone

To hurt you

Because you violated my privacy

& I wanted it to hurt

You dumb bitch.

For the record:

I saved your daughter from your own malignant parenting.

You condemned me to hell.

You are a fucking monster.

You are Brian.

You are worse than Brian.

Fuck you, Andrea.

a confession.

Banality of Evil

it’s not like I don’t get it

your motivations

are almost 

relatable

whatever this evil is 

you chose to be

arose

from zero introspection

mistakes aren’t predatory

I hope you have forever

to reflect

but you’ve always been

too fucking important

to ever look inside yourself

to find the blame that

stains your own hands

how awful is it 

to know

you just continued the cycle of abuse

instead of ending it?

Your vengeance

concrete

at the expense

of your own children

Who am I kidding?

You don’t care.

You’re just another fucking monster.

Garbage In

Garbage Out

Garbage In

Garbage Out

Jesus, I had no idea I was so fucking awful:

Desertion

It sucks to know

that I -

as a person - 

the whole of me

…

is less desirable

than absolutely nothing (as before)

to a person

I adore.

useless, worthless, diseased, & discarded.

How bad was your impression of me that

I needed to be

blocked?

Fuck that hurt. What happened to me?

sharpies & alcohol markers with some acrylic markers too. maybe a little white out.

everyday