i got new Crayons n i luuuuv crayons. !!! 🖍️ they r lowk my fav 4 makin art !! anyway ,,,, dis is abt when U know what someone is n u see right thru their persona , but U can’t tell any1 abt it . i know what u are !!!!!!! 🍬🏰🏰🏰🩸🩸
I hate myself so fucking much. I at least kinda like how I look usually but even that is just, not working right now. While all those shit thoughts of my body were plauging my head, one of the only 2 people I've ever consentually shown my body to compared me to a girl she knows, saying her tits were better than mine. I still don't get why she did that, or compared 2 different people's bodies in the first place. But it happened at the worst possible time for me. I hate how much effect that had on me. I hate what I did to myself over it. I feel so fucking disgusting. Like I need to cover up, especially when I'm around her. I feel. Idk.
Visions of your home & your hell AKA my face when i surrender the bad optics of a gentle and golden nod for a shamed and silent weed psychosis and it's subsequent suicide. LOL!
So many awesome animals around for the summer though
Strangely, this made me feel less sad about it. Like it just made sense. Like, duh. Of course they wouldn’t pick you. Still hurts. I feel like I will never know what it is like to love or be loved properly. No one will know how much I fought just to be considered “average” or to have my symptoms improve even the slightest bit. Looking like this and having bpd, I’m just ugly inside and out. Can’t find a reason to keep going anymore. I think I’m going to die alone, in the corner, after waiting so long for someone to care or even notice. I’d give him anything, but I guess it doesn’t rlly matter when he looks at me and feels nothing. I’m stuck between wishing I was dead or that things were different. Well. At least there’s ice cream.
Art by me!
Not technically a girl, but thought it fit this sub!
If this is love I don’t want to be loved.
Old vent art I made when i had urges
Also Fucked up the air fryer
Humidity wouldn't let the glitter glue dry fast enough I was impatient fuck
I've been scraping plastic
I promised I used the dehydrate mode 💀 I thought the fan wouldn't turn on
Also this tastes good okay bye 🍀
I feel like I'm constantly offering to the corpse I use to be.
Doing things she would have liked. But feeling nothing.
Ruined me. promising just to keep me on a thread for whatever he wanted. a disgusting person. You know what you deserve.
And I can't get away from you now that you live inside my head. I hate that you haunt me. Fuck you. Fuck you for brainwashing me for 10 years. What did U even do to you?