is my style too messy to get commissions?

I’ve been thinking about starting some commissions but im worried my style might be too messy? could that be a drawback?

some opinions would be appreciated :-)

u/Expensive-Variety328 — 1 month ago

the emotional numbness/blankness after makes me feel free

I have no one else to share these sort of thoughts with, so sorry if I am rambling.

I rel*psed after an incredibly overwhelming, anxious and miserable few days.

It hit me so quick, and i could feel that build up of sadness and fear finally releasing.
And once it’s done, there’s that numbness that settles in after. I feel so guilty saying it, but I missed it so badly.

it’s so so much better than having anxiety and sadness. I don’t worry about anything in those minutes/hour after. I am blank, and i am free. I am not apart of the world and I love that.

i wish I could feel that all the time. everything is so hard

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u/Expensive-Variety328 — 1 month ago