The day my psychosis completely goes away will have me seeing the reality I am supposed to be in

u/scarlex-x — 1 day ago

I had started an experience on myself and the result are that I can't be more then alright for an hour | CW: mentions of attempted rape and attempted suicide

u/scarlex-x — 2 days ago

I rather not know today, tomorrow, in a few days or a week later about anything that is going on

u/scarlex-x — 3 days ago

There is a strange dying somewhere yet I keep being reincarnated into this stupid world | CW: mentions of self harm

u/scarlex-x — 4 days ago

I am so far into the future that I have already had my funeral | CW: allusions to suicide attempt

u/scarlex-x — 5 days ago
▲ 2 r/trauma

Blackmailed into staying friends with friends with someone

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When I was either 16 or 17 (I'm 25 now) I met someone on Instagram. We became friends. He was a nerd like me. We immediately became friends. A few months later he started developing a crush on me. He started becoming obsessive with me. .

At some point it became toxic and I had enough. So I blocked him. His friends started messaging me saying he will commit suicide if I left him. They started blackmailing me.

I had to lie to them that I would come back and deleted all my social media. About 8 years later he found me on Reddit somehow and messaged me. I blocked him immediately.

I don't know how he did. I don't know if he is still stalking me or not and found this account. I don't how he would it make me feel scared because I don't want to go through all that again.

I don't want to be friends with him again. Not ever again. At that point, I started cutting myself before all that happend. When all that happend I was so stressed out that I would self harm.

I was only young and he traumized me. I already had trauma from other stuff but that just gave me a another trauma to try and move past.

I just hope he hasn't found me again.

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u/scarlex-x — 5 days ago

My mother kicked me out of the house and now my inner child is in need of a massive hug | CW: mentions of neglect and abuse

u/scarlex-x — 7 days ago
▲ 205 r/blackgaze

I FINALLY GOT IT!

Sadness' newest merch was sold out so this shirt it was. Though I don't mind because I love this album.

u/scarlex-x — 7 days ago

My mother kicked out of the house and now my inner child is in need of a massive hug | CW: Abuse

u/scarlex-x — 7 days ago