
u/scarlex-x

The day my psychosis completely goes away will have me seeing the reality I am supposed to be in
The day my psychosis completely goes away will have me seeing the reality I am supposed to be in
I had started an experience on myself and the result are that I can't be more then alright for an hour | CW: mentions of attempted rape and attempted suicide
I rather not know today, tomorrow, in a few days or a week later about anything that is going on
There is a strange dying somewhere yet I keep being reincarnated into this stupid world | CW: mentions of self harm
I was lying in bed and realizes that tomorrow will just be the same as the day before that
Can't you see? You destroyed her | CW: mentions of self harm
I am so far into the future that I have already had my funeral | CW: allusions to suicide attempt
Blackmailed into staying friends with friends with someone
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When I was either 16 or 17 (I'm 25 now) I met someone on Instagram. We became friends. He was a nerd like me. We immediately became friends. A few months later he started developing a crush on me. He started becoming obsessive with me. .
At some point it became toxic and I had enough. So I blocked him. His friends started messaging me saying he will commit suicide if I left him. They started blackmailing me.
I had to lie to them that I would come back and deleted all my social media. About 8 years later he found me on Reddit somehow and messaged me. I blocked him immediately.
I don't know how he did. I don't know if he is still stalking me or not and found this account. I don't how he would it make me feel scared because I don't want to go through all that again.
I don't want to be friends with him again. Not ever again. At that point, I started cutting myself before all that happend. When all that happend I was so stressed out that I would self harm.
I was only young and he traumized me. I already had trauma from other stuff but that just gave me a another trauma to try and move past.
I just hope he hasn't found me again.
Poetry tricked me into romaticing a relationship that was the worst decision I have ever made
My mother kicked me out of the house and now my inner child is in need of a massive hug | CW: mentions of neglect and abuse
I FINALLY GOT IT!
Sadness' newest merch was sold out so this shirt it was. Though I don't mind because I love this album.