u/scarlex-x

I want my boyfriend to be more in love with me. I made lasagna and for the sauce I mixed alittle bit of period blood in it. I watched him eat it and he didn't complain.

Now he is distant to me. Did I do something wrong? Why is he distant I literally fed him my period blood. I thought it was supposed to work. I know nothing about witchcraft. This is my first time doing it. I read nothing about love spells.

Comments:

Lizzy123

You literally fed him your period blood? That's so disgusting. That's a health hazard.

Lasagnapoop

I love lasagna but I wouldn't eat it from you.

Castleinthesky

You don't deserve a relationship! Major red flag

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I take psychiatric medication and my gynologist said that's why I have a hormone imbalance. My body is convinced that I am pregnant when I'm not. My medication causes too much prolactin to be made.

I have milk coming from my breasts etc. I haven't had my period in three months. I'm not pregnant because I saw my gynologist recently and she said I'm not.

She gave me medication that will start my period. Tbh I don't have too much faith that it will start. I just have a feeling that it won't.

Does anyone else struggle with this?

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Trigger warning: self harm

I'm having delusions and it's causing me distress. I'm going to talk to my psychiatrist on the 28th about going into hospital so hopefully it will get better!

Since the delusions are causing me distress, I don't know how to deal with it except taking it out on myself. It stresses me out to the point I will self harm to deal with it.

Since I'm taking it out on myself, it feels so good. It feels like all my bad emotions have gone away. So my question is why does it feel so good?

I'm not trying to glamourize self harm. I just wanna know the psychology about it and know why.

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When it comes to the relationship I'm in, my mind convinces me that it's already over when it isn't. He hasn't even said anything suggesting that and we have quite a loving relationship.

I'm so delusional that I'm already mourning the relationship as if its ended. I will convince myself of a scenario and in my head it already happened. I will cry that it has ended.

I just want it to stop. If it carries on I will end up destroying my relationship.

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I know with pcos you can gain weight but it's the opposite for me. I'm on medication that can make you gain weight. I gain weight but then I lose it pretty quickly. My weight keeps going up and down, down and up. It never stays the same ever.

I want to gain weight. I have body dymophia about how I look. I see myself as super skinny when I'm not but still am. I have thighs and an ass but I have super skinny arms. My proportions look weird. Unless my body type is just an hourglass shape

I'm constantly eating but it goes nowhere.

I not that long ago discovered that I have ovarian cysts. One day, I just really had pain that I couldn't walk and made a doctor's appointment the next day. I genuinely felt really unwell. The doctor found a cyst and told me to go to the hospital. I did but they found out I have more than one.

Next situation, I had ovary pain again so I made an appointment at the gynologist. She said I might have pcos and gave me herbal medication to try and regulate my period.

It didn't work and I haven't had my period for three months. So I have ovary pain again, feeling like pressure is building there and went to see my gynecologist again today. She did an ultrasound and found that one of my cysts have ruptured and that's why I had pain again and was unwell.

Luckily it wasn't necessary to go to the hospital. I'm full of fluid and it should heal itself. I hope because I had pain again for a month. Welcome to being a woman.

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I feel like everyone is going to hurt me in some way. I can't trust people. I have a decade and some more worth of trauma. Will I ever heal or will I be stuck like this forever. If so I wouldn't be able to handle it and I will just die.

Songs like Britney spears on nelly futaro etc!

Don't give me songs that are made later then 2010 or songs that sound like they are from 2000s

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Any of you gals have ovarian cysts? I not that long discovered that I have them. My gyno is suggesting that I have pcos. She gave me a herbal medication that's good to regulate your period. I took them and it's still didn't do anything. I haven't had my period in three months.

I constantly have ovary pain but lucky I am seeing my gyno on Friday to talk about it further. Maybe I just need the cysts out.

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Everywhere I go I see him even if it isn't him. When I was with him, he abused me for a year. It's been over three years since I last saw him.

I constantly get paranoid that he is going to find where I live (he won't be able to because I live in a different state) but somehow my mind tries to convince me that he has and that he lives in my town after seeing people that look like him.

I don't really know what to do anymore

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When I was a child, I was sexually assaulted by my mother's boyfriend at the time. I was videoed and it's probably on the internet somewhere. Where I don't know but that was a very long time ago. I feel like if you watch porn you are supporting the industry where shit like that happens. People are human trafficked all the time in porn. And you are supporting it. I despise if you watch porn. You ruined my childhood.

When I was in a relationship with an ex, he would constantly send me porn when I asked him not to. It was always hardcore porn. Dogs fucking humans. I tried to convince myself that it wasn't too bad because it was animated but it's hard to convince myself of that.

I had people constantly show me porn through out my entire life. I hate it. I hate it so much.

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I'm severely paranoid and experiencing delusions. I'm also very depressed after not being able to afford my antidepressants for two weeks.

I'm considering putting myself in hospital as I'm having suicidal thoughts. Anyone experiencing something similar.