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Hi everyone I am 17years old I am so dipressed and also got panic attack in morning.. mere papa mujhe roj 5 baje uthne ke liye torcher karte h unhone mujhe kal 7 baje tak sota dekha or unhone mujhe physically harrassed karna start kar diya unhone mujhe madhar*od bola or galiya di.. mera bp low ho gya mere hath pair kapne lage lekin fir bhi mere maa baap mujhe victim blaming kar rahe the.. hospital Jane ke baad doctor bhi bol raha tha late Tak kaun sota h but real issue late Tak sona nhi h real issue torcher karna inse kuch bolo to kahte h jis din tumhare papa nhi rahenge us din tumhare aakho ke aashu aakho me reh jayenge i am emotionally damaged meri mummy kehti h ki tumse kuch nhi ho payega kuch bhi nhi kar paogi.. so story' begins from here I was in class 9 i was average student weak in maths but class 10 me aane ke baad mene bohot bohot mehnat ki mene 7-8 ghante daily padhai kari july se start Kara tha me slow learner thi I am non schooling student so me coaching hi jaya karti thi to coaching me mujhe kuch samjh nhi aa raha tha then mene coaching chod di fir mujhe next toppers ke bare me pata chala and it was my worst decision of life mene shobhit nirwan prashant ke fake motivation ki shikar bani mene self study ki wajah sirf un logo ki class dekhi pahle youtube ke sare content consume kare .. unhone jaisa bola exact waisa kiya fir abhay batch me aaya me usme enroll ho gayi unhone kabhi kabhi 9 -10 ghante bhi class liya me last tak bethi rahi self study karne ke wajah .. shobhit nirwan ne bola oswal kharido mene kharid li Prashant kirad ne bola ye educart book h kharid lo... Mujhe jitne resources btaye gaye mene sab kuch kharid liya oswal book me bohot jyada miss print hote h and answer bhi galat hote h to me pareshan ho gayi then Prashant kirad ne bola me notes dunga har subject ke print out karwa lo mene sab karwaya lekin in logo ke miss guide fake motivation ke wajah se mene khud ko barbaad kiya mene kafi acche se padhai ki but andar se in logo ne itna fomo bhar rakha tha ki me english ka exam darte darte dene gayi magnolia mam ki class dekh ke jisme dawa hua tha ki paper leak hoga jisme se kuch nhi aaya tha i am not blaming magnolia mam.. but unhone clear sample paper ke name pe bhi abhay batch me cbse ke offical website ke as it as sample paper diye the... Jo ki bulk me the .. paper dekh ke anixety mach gayi mene paper kharab kar diya mene 98 percentage dream dekha tha ghar aakr sucide thought aane lage me me mental care support ke paas call kar rahi thi laga nhi .. fir mene science ka paper bhi waise hi diya low confidence fomo me me 3 baje tak bhi uth k padhti thi 😭😭 sare tricks apply karti thi sst ka paper mera bohot accha gaya then mujhe kuch confidence aaya fir hindi ka paper bhi accha gaya fir maths ki bari aayi is shobhit nirwan ke fake motivation ke chakkar me puri raat soyi nhi 4 baje ki class ki waiting me ... I am not early bird that's why.. me cente pahuchi sab kuch bol mal hua paper bohot tough aaya tha fir i expected chalo atleast 85 percentage to aa jayega kyoki mene mehnat ki thi so 12 may ko mene apna birthday celebration kiya or 13 may ko result aa gaya I got 70 percentage 😭 duniya ne meri mehnat nhi dekhi thi to kya parents ne to dekhi thi n lekin unhone mujhe appreciate tak nhi kiya ghar me chuppi ho gayi meri mausi ke kitne kahne ke baad 4 din baad mithai baati gayi ye kah ke ki 85 percentage aaye h 🥺❤️‍🩹 mere parents ne mujhe real me accept hi nhi kiya then me 11 me aayi nexttopper ka batch liya fir paper leak ka natak then I lost my hope fir mene apni puri class 11 barbad kar li now I am in class 12 mene pw ka batch liya but mene 1 mahine se class hi nhi li dipression family pressure ke wajah se padhne ka man nhi kar Raha suicida*l thoughts aate h .. mere papa bohot misogynist h mene sleevless pahni thi isliye mujhe bohot jalil kiya bhos*sike meri mummy ko gali dete h mere samne mujhe to kabhi kabhi maar bhi dete h lekin fir sab kuch normalised kar diya jata h mujhe shorts pehna allow h lekin ghar me ❤️‍🩹 papa bolte h bahar shorts pehn ke gayi to tange kaat dunga 🥺 what i should do.. me fomo me aa chuki hu me aage chali ke shadi nhi karna chahti bacche nhi karna chahti hu bus akele rehna chahti hu how to deal with toxic parents..

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Hi everyone.. I had crush on nakul dhull i messaged him but he never replied me.. but one of my friend who was pretty she got immediately reply from him.. he was also flirting with her .. he told her how to deal with hates .. and all of that I was little jealous but after 1 week of conversation she blocked him.. I asked her reason she said he was little bit brainless person so I blocked him..