u/Efficient_Mess_2006

I liked this guy a lot..or I think I did?I don’t know if I did to be honest.Ive never liked anyone so I don’t know if I liked him.I think I did. It felt nice chasing after him ,it felt nice being in his presence as friends ,it even felt nice when our friendship turned a bit more small hinting that he liked me back I guess.He is a good guy,respectful,mature,smart,tbh a great example of a person.But as soon as he liked me back and confessed to me..I felt disgusted.I know im weird for this ,I’m not disgusted with the concept of him liking me ,but I accepted his confession but every romantic gesture he made made me uncomfortable,made me feel tense.He’s a great guy really.I’m not uncomfortable by him at all ,but by the romantic gestures in general I feel like they’re not for me.I like it more when he felt too far for me to reach,now I feel like I’ve lost my liking.I feel terrible to say this but I don’t like him as much as he liked me.I was not giving as much as he was in the "talking stage".I feel like im genuinely just not meant to be loved nor liked by anyone.

We don’t talk anymore ,for obvious reasons I guess.In a way I’m in a sense of relief for both of us.Im not a victim here ,If anything I think I was the toxic one.I just wanted to get this off my chest.

I’m all alone, I got left by everyone.

It feels cruel, like god truly wants me to be unhappy.

Project topic ideas

So I’m in my first year of IT university.I have a project on English (we were asked to do it as a PowerPoint presentation…but tbh I was thinking of doing something extra like a painting or smth ) and I need a topic on it.

It can be anything I want as long as it’s IT related.Because fate hates me ’ll be the only person in my class doing and presenting it alone so I need to make it count ,I would’ve preferred to be something logical to present and explain,like not something that needs me to remember stuff like a robot but more on the human logic way so it’s easier for me to present it.Can everyone give me ideas on some intresting topics ?

I was thinking AI ,cyberbullying and stuff like that but I feel like they’re a bit overused 😭😭😭