u/ElaynesThoughts

Voice sample on my profile. Its kinda shitty though and should serve as hatefuel towards me

Recently got a new tattoo and been posing in front of my mirror a lot. Theres a vaguely feminine figure reflecting from it, changing slightly or drastically to an androgynous thing if making a wrong move.

Shes not particulary manly. Thanks god. But also not effortlessly feminine. Every feature throughly thought about just to reach that naturally effortlessly look. But its not natural, not effortless.

When shes sick, when she wakes up, when she gets out of the shower its apparent. Its a farce. Rushing to her make up, to her brush, to her distorting clothes, tryng to upkeep the illusion.

But maybe thats just womanhood. But is it still womanhood if needing to attempt it?

Edit: not attempting to humble brag, I know Im privileged

Mandatory gym simping post again.

Ive been going now to the gym for slightly more than a month and feel honestly great. I already feel healthuer, stronger and just more alive? (Paying attention to my nutrition prolly helps too)

But the biggest thing for me is how it was another step to becoming just a normal woman. Overcoming the fear of entering and changing in the locker room, smiling at other women, cracking the occasional joke and giving/receiving compliments after a hard work out.

Being a weird tranny pops less and less up in my mind. I take it for more granted and dont question it as often that Im there. Why? Because Im a normal woman and not a freak.

Yk the sneedhons are kinda right in this point, one needs to take their role as more granted or else one will always feel somewhat alien for it.

Oh I love being a woman.

Not even to a little extent perse.

Yaa ik, maybe theyre not as naturally fucked as someone that got [insert hated hormone]poisened, but in most cases they arent models either.

Troons and poons gotta remember themselves from time to tomr, that even cis people have a interest in presenting themselves more as they gender they are then they actually are.

I promise you that for every trait you hate about yourself that theres an cis incel or femcel dooming about it and try to either minimize it or completely hide it in pictures.

Especially for troons, you know how much effort goes into a picture of an average woman? Were talking about taking and selecting from 100s of pictures, anglefrauding to the max, putting on fits just for pics, reapplying makeup and if particulary bold even picture editing.

Nona, you cant barely compete without getting dysphoric, even if youd be cis

Just benefits

- Guranteed to get great legs and but after 1 year of hrt that white trannies after 10 years can just dream of

-intersectionally fetishized💅

-exotix beauty

-agpcurls that look actually good

-smaller than average white tranny

BONUS

-if youre in a white majority country (outside the US), most ppl can barely clock you bc they barely anyways interact with your group