Older brother??
Okay,so I am young and I usually don't get into reddit,but I have a serious problem with my older brother. He always calls me sped/autistic or retarded,and those are offensive and he does it everywhere and to whatever I do. He also says it in front of our parents and they just tell him to "be nice" or something and it's honestly getting to me and making me feel sad or wtv. He also always has to comment on my appearance, what I like, and what music I listen to. I'm a major fan of Kpop and whenever I would talk abt it or play the music,he told me to turn my "gay music" off or something of the sort,so I just don't talk abt it anymore. He also likes to call me fat,and he used to tell me to kill myself for trying to talk to him/hang out but our parent's put a stop to it 4 weeks in of me telling them. I honestly just stay in my room all day and talk to my friends or doomscroll because nobody at my house likes what I like or is very nice. I promise im not trying to victimize myself,as I am also not perfect but I never say any of these things he's said to me to anybody. What do I do? I don't know at this point. *Edit?* I would also like to add he dosen't seem to treat his friends like this, but he's a major jerk when his friends are around me,and I'm not sure why. I don't know if I did something to my brother to make him hate me,and I really do love him,but it feels like he hates me..I hope he doesn't because he's my brother and family loves family y'know? Any tips on why he can be acting like this would be useful