
1 year post influenza symptoms persist but slowly improving each month
Hey everyone,
I’ve had dysautonomia post influenza for nearly a year now. I had POTS beforehand for 15 years but these are different symptoms. At the start my symptoms were really really bad and have definitely (very slowly) improved . The major adrenaline surges have stopped (they finally stopped in March - about 8 months after starting). Some symptoms still persist. My neurologist says it will continue to fade and eventually go away.
Here’s what persists:
Flushing hot cheeks face ears every afternoon and evening (see photo of flushed cheeks) . It’s not MCAS as we went down this route to no avail .
This early morning adrenaline waking thing flushing through my stomach and feels like it’s tormenting me, waking me up and unable to properly get back to sleep
A sensation of nausea /off stomach that occurs when the morning thing above is worse…which makes my mood low , hard to tolerate doing anything (doesn’t act like normal gut nausea or respond to anti nausea meds)
A brief prickling electric shock sensation in my face /shoots up the side of my temples area
Right lower eyelid twitching
Sometimes hypnic jerks at night when falling asleep
Recently I had some mornings where that adrenaline sensation flushing through me didn’t happen… I had not had several days in a row that were better until then. I thought it had maybe gone away… then this morning was back. It broke me. Psychologically…. I am a psychologist myself but am truly struggling to get through this not knowing if/when it ends. Do you think the fact I had some better mornings means it’s starting to peter out , like the daily surges did ? The surges persisted for months , slowly reducing in intensity before eventually stopping on March 11th. I never thought I’d escape them… I’m trying to remember that I’ve come so far but it feels like I am still so far from normal and getting my life and work back…
I am so much better but still so uncomfortable in my body if that makes sense. Each month things improve a tiny bit but it’s almost like when I get a tiny bit closer and then go ‘backwards’ I lose all hope and feel trapped … start thinking how do I make it through this until it ends… and I trust my neurologist but start asking myself what if she is just guessing/hoping and I never get my old self back…
Looking for hope to keep going and get my life back.
Thank you everyone xx