Hospital Stay
Hi fellow sufferers.
I just went into hospital. Waited 20 hours to see a doctor, but I was at my Hail Mary point.
The doctor suspected stroke or brain tumour.
I had a CT scan which suggested tumour - enlargement in right side and smoothness. Consultants everywhere and a slight feeling of staff panic.
They ordered an MRI.
Spent the night thinking, ok, this explains it. I don’t want to go out this way. I cried all night.
Then, the next morning, a team of doctors came to see me. The MRI was fine. No tumour. No stroke. YAY.
I talked about my nervousness, anxiety, zero energy and pain. Also mood and wanting to die.
They listened!
I am on a new medication. It’s called pregabalin.
Wow. Just wow. Less pain. Much better mood. I have a feeling of wanting to get back into shape and do stuff.
I have been completely bed ridden for months. My body is still frail and I have to take it easy but my body feels like it’s working again. I still need a walking stick and some low back pain but it feels like my nervous system has settled down.
I was in complete burnout and my nervous system was shot after years of masking autism. This seems to have worked. Fingers crossed I am on the mend.
Has anyone else tried this medication? Did it help?