Desperation 😔
Haaayyyy! I’m in my second year of high school and I wish to go study in university in China after high school (at 18 bru) in CUC (communication university of China) but, I’m getting scared lololol…
1/ I’m dumb, my grades are fine but not GREAT and definitely not in Chinese standards 💀
2/ My Chinese is fine I think but AGAIN I don’t think I’m in Chinese “good” or “great” standards AT ALL.
3/I’ve seen a lot of 留学生saying that going to an overseas uni at 18 is not for the weak BUT IM WEAK. I can’t even speak to the pharmacist next door without shaking.
4/ Going there is really my dream, it has all the conditions for me as an “artist” to do my study, to make my family proud and bla bla bla, but seeing so many talented, smart and passionate people getting refused is stressing me tfo.
5/i suck at math (I hate csca)
If anyone has personal experience to share, I’m HAPPY to hear it 🥹🥹!!! Pls help, a little..