u/Electronic_Invite616

All my life I wanted to be super big, influential, and successful. But I don't know why, I think I have ruined my life. . Like I am in the third year of my college. I have a 5 CGPA in my AKTU B.Tech. And I know no coding. I don't know anything about computers. I don't know SQL, I don't know web development, I don't know anything. I just know how to use ChatGPT efficiently. I had a very keen interest on startups and entrepreneurship. I read almost every startup book. I was also very much interested into spirituality. I read almost every spiritual book and religious book. I know everything about these, but I don't know. I am just confused. I have ruined my life. I don't know what to do. Whether to give GATE exam or to move abroad. And my parents also don't have any money to invest in me. I don't know what to do, I am just very, very confused. I am not able to write down what I am feeling and anything about me. I just, I am very confused?