u/Elegant-Vanilla-1004

including Lou Lou especially if she is there and doesn’t die

idk

So in my first year at ics I met shams so we were at year 4 and he and me just got to meet eachover we were pairs and argued a bit but then the next year at the end of year 5 we were paired and became good friends. 

Shams in class I had sat with him in English class when I said I should sit with Mila because she wants me to sit with her and I sat with him last lesson he begged me not to and he had grabbed my hand and held it the teacher said something along the lines of jokingly making fun of him for doing it and he turned red and didn’t speak for me for a while later it was that he told me that I should teach him how to draw bc aparantly I was amazing I said we could do it at break but he said at his house. Mila told me and said shams has a crush on you Ali told me shams told him. 

So I declined bc I was busy, the next year he saw me at cca we had not spoken for a while bc we were moved into seperate classes and he told me he was so happy that I was there and he yapped to me so like idk he was showing me his book and was very proud about it. I told him I was bi and he said wait you had sex two times. Ugh I miss him a lot.

Next months he saw me again and told me do you miss tom my friend from 2 years  ago I told him I guess he said I miss Patrick and I said sorry dude but I did not understand why he was venting to me and not his friends.

It’s been like 2 years now and 

Now he kinda just ignores me and was a bit rude but he touches me a lot like on the shoulder pulling me somewhere idk what happend though but he’s a bit hostile I guess.

Sorry to vent I’m just sad about it  and what should I do?