u/Embarrassed-Mail-419

Hey y'all, I have just finished 86 for the third time and it's still an absolute masterpiece. It's easily one of the best anime I have ever watched.

It is easily one of the most emotionally powerful, visually stunning, and masterfully paced anime of recent years. I really enjoyed the incredible animation and beautiful soundtrack (I've kept "Lilas" on repeat for a couple of years - I don't really understand Japanese, but I still love it :D).

I think it deserves another season where Lena fights alongside Shin, Anju, Raiden, Kurena, and Theo. But I also think the ending was perfect and that another season might damage this beautiful story.

I spent so long putting this anime on the back burner, and honestly, that was my biggest mistake. If you're hesitant, just watch it - I promise it’s worth your time. I almost panicked when Crunchyroll took it down right after I finally subscribed, but seeing it return made my day!

I’m already tired of everything, I’ve had a speech impediment my whole life, and it’s starting to get much worse, I can’t even order food or anything. All day at school I stress out about getting called on even though I know everything. I really try so hard. I help with everything and I'm really nice. My grades are fine, mostly A's and B's. And yet I always fail oral exams, presentations, and things that require the skill to speak, which I simply don't have and it just doesn't work.

I already want to give up because I will NEVER speak like a normal person… I hate myself for it 🙂. On top of that the oral graduation exams are coming up which isn't a problem to read the books, to learn, but I just can't tell them anything because it's impossible. Every time I have to deal with something I want to shoot myself on the spot.

I cry every night realizing how much it's ruining my life and what impact it will have on my career. Especially when I want to be active, I want to communicate and everything, but it's just impossible. I also just love how my mom always raised her voice at me using my name when I stuttered as if I could control it… on top of that I'm afraid to go into deep water where I can't touch the bottom, when I was little I was afraid of water.

Like why did it have to be me, 🙂 why do I have to be the weird one…

Masterpiece

I am tired…