A problem I have with this team is i struggle to get aura veil up against other weather teams, which seems to be pretty common. I was thinking of replacing Corv with a mon that could get take care of some weather mons to make it easier to set up, but im not sure how realistic this is.
So far I was thinking maybe cerulege but again I'm unsure.
Im not sure if the head shapes right. Im also worried i might have done the eyes wrong. Has anyone got any tips or advice?
I don't know if these kinds of posts are allowed but idk where else to post. I don't have any trans friends and I've been too scared to look at any communities till now. I'm from the UK if that helps.
Im afab, closeted and identify as agender. Typically babies are pretty androgynous but i was born very feminine looking. My whole life I've been famine looking even when dressing masculine and no matter how much advice I follow online I've never looked anything but feminine.
in a sort of desperate attempt to not haye myself I did diy hrt and I've genuinely never felt better about myself. Originally I planned to do 6 weeks just for the bottom growth and voice changes. Then I did 12 weeks since my voice didn't change, which it has slightly now. But now I'm off it I keep thinking about the changes I could get and how much more I'd like my body if I kept going but anymore and it'd be too obvious too my family that my body is changing. (I live in uni accommodation so I'm only home a total of 5/12 months)
I spoke to one of the councillors in my uni and obviously they disapproved of the method I took, but bcs of the situation with my family they gave me a few trans charities to look into and recommended I sign up for the councillling but idk. I don't know what I'd talk about since I cant do anything about my situation. I'm completely reliant on my family and it's not a situation where there's someone I could talk to. Anyone I thought might be safe I thankfully learn they weren't before I mentioned anything. And honestly I don't think I have it in me to leave them.
My unis very accepting and I can be myself on campus, but I've only got 2 years left here and as much as I've been trying ignore it and put it off, my first years already gone by so fast and I know the next 2 will aswell.
I feel like my biggest fear is them finding out about any of this or if by some miracle I do get the support to transition I end up ruining everything. The view of trans people in this country is only getting worse and what I'm studying in uni is already pretty niche and I feel like I'll just make it harder for myself to get a job.