u/Embarrassed_Pay8861

Was sober 23 years. Lost my husband and son and job. Am drowning in alcohol. Want to join meetings again.

Month long bender of grief over dead husband and I'll son. Had vodka delivered. Crashed truck trying to buy charger for a phone that died. Taken to hospital, no phone. Was sober, but in WD's. Got laid off for no call no show. Got bed in treatment facility 250 miles away on Monday. As long as the insurance lasts. I cried tears of joy, get me out of this grief house A friend will feed my cats. I have no answers ,and maybe my house will be foreclosed but maybe I will get help and learn a new way to live. Wish me luck!