plz answer quick, I have an audition today…I’m playing Mozart concerto #3 first mvt, and idk if they’ll time me or not, so am I supposed to wait the long rests? and what’s like the uh threshold for the rests I should do vs shouldn’t? like obviously I’m gonna wait up to one measure, but not for 9 measures, right?
Idk how I “outgrew” it, but I used to only communicate with hand gestures, try not make any noise at all, i was hospitalized a few times bc I refused to eat in front of anyone, and I peed myself in school so often because i was too scared to talk to the teachers
soooo, #1, I had a dream last night where I was suddenly aware that it was a dream. In that instant everything started turning bright around me and a voice either in my head or some higher being told me “wake up, you’ll be able to go astral project now, isn’t that what you want?”…but all I wanted in that moment was to stay in the dream to find out who people in lucid dreams really are, since they often push you out if you tell them that you know it’s a dream. Every time I tried to move, my vision turned all white and my physical body woke up for a split second. I kept doing this for a while, trying to force myself back into the dream even though something was something kept trying to push me out.
#2, I know some people experience vibrations differently, but is it normal that whenever I lift my head to exit my physical body, I don’t come out? I just linger in this 2 dimensional infinite geometric sequence space and I have no idea how to get out of it. I can stay for as long as I want in there but eventually it’s exhausting trying to push forward out of my body. While im inside it feels like there’s a pulse throughout the space, and all the energy of that entire space is coming towards me, and I feel these strong jolts blasting onto me, almost like a seizure…basically, is this normal and how do I exit?
I started trying to AP about 6 months ago, and I really think it was “beginner’s luck” for those first months, it worked every time I tried. One day (only a few weeks ago) I pulled out of my body to see myself laying in bed, but there was this presence around me that I could see, I’m not sure if it was a spirit or some sort of other entity but it was a translucent eye with this light blue aura surrounding it. It wasn’t speaking but somehow I heard it and it was telling me “you shouldn’t be here, don’t play with these dangerous things”…genuinely mortified, I haven’t tried again since then but is that a sign to stop trying? I don’t think I’ve done anything bad in the astral realm…?
see I’m not a hardcore doctor nowhere lore digger but I just wanted everyone’s approval on my usage of TOE in this video, did I wrongly classify him 😨
$270 flower knows swan ballet box with a few freebies (I GOT TWO EYESHADOW PALETTES AND 5 BLUSHES HEHE) I feel like I just robbed the seller omg
I’ve heard that to be contracted, you need confirmation from an entity in the astral realm to confirm your identity as an astral body as well, but I’m not sure if it’s true…I want to ask my spirit guide because they’ve led me on Earth before, but I have no idea how to find them in the astral realm. Any tips?