u/Emotional-Tear2021

My 16-day streak ended today. The reason is that I’m not where I want to be in life. The ironic part is that I’ve been on this journey for almost two years trying to fix exactly that.

But whenever my streak gets longer, I start feeling an incredible amount of pressure. It’s like I suddenly feel capable of doing anything. For example, if someone spent 10 minutes teaching me how to fly an F-35 fighter jet, I swear I’d feel like I could make it dance in the sky.

The problem is that after feeling that powerful, I still end up with nothing tangible in my hands and no clear idea of what to do next. That contrast pushes my brain to the breaking point.

I hope I explained it well. I’d really love to hear advice from people who have felt the same way. Any thoughts or suggestions would be greatly appreciated..

Both paths are painful, there’s no escaping that. But the pain of growth and self-improvement comes with an incredible sense of accomplishment and fulfillment in the end. As for the other path, we all know and are aware that it leads to endless pain. Let’s choose the right pain. We deserve that :)

You are not your addiction. You are not that filthy habit. You are the middle children of history. We saw neither a great war nor a great depression. Our war is a spiritual war. We grew up being taught that sexual material and masturbation were not harmful. Now, little by little, we are realizing that may not be true, and we are very, very angry. We are coming for everything they hold in their hands. Our time is coming. Come on, let’s take everything they have!!