we are being pushed into hiding and suffering because a small gang of rich, r*tarded women and the most misogynistic men alive want us raped and killed for no good reason other than that the government indulges their seething hatred for political donations.
like i get the sentiment but it seems pretty gross to use this poor girl’s murder to take a jab at some trans people for not being happy or not enjoying their lives, especially in times like this. i absolutely feel this way because i’m the type of person being described but like also is that not at least a little insensitive?
lwk i think blanchard is like sigmund freud: a total crackpot who’s theories are too easily observable to completely dismiss
i have no intention of wearing a dress because i’m too moided, don’t know makeup and hairstyling (my hair is too short too) and i’ve been man/boymoding for the last 2 years so even if i did try i’d look a mess.
i try to compromise by wearing a suit in a julia roberts at the 1990 golden globes way but i’m too moided. i try wearing a suit in an eccentric twink way but i’m too foided for that too. i’m glad to not be absolutely moided but androgyny is its own type of prison.
my parents, who according to my dad, don’t really talk about mental health essentially tried to wash their hands of trying to deal with me being a 🚂🦵 and hoped i would actually start being happy after starting university. but i’m about the graduate (i can’t go to the ceremony but i didn’t want to go anyway) and i’ve only really gotten worse. i’m dreading being asked to get a job and have responsibilities because i don’t want to do anything with my life except go to sleep and never wake up because i’m an malformed white bearded freak who will never be normal or get a job i enjoy. tbhon i don’t think tranners are the best people to ask for advice but i might as well vent if nothing else.