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I have sh scars on my left forearm and i only go out with long sleeves because i am ashamed and scared of people seeing them and judging me.
Now i thought about taking something really sharp and just cut off the part of my forearm the scars are on.
I am aware that by doing so i will only end up with an even bigger scar wich seems to go against what I originally wanted..wich i not being judged because of my scars.
But I figured that I’d rather have people think that i got injured instead of sh.

I have an older sister who, to maintain her anonymity, I will call Sarah. I just remembered how, when I was a kid, both my mother and father would refer to each other as Sarah’s Mom' and Sarah’s Dad.
Another thing they did was refuse to refer to me as their son. When they were angry with me, they would say to each other, “Look at what YOUR son has done”, or “My son? You mean YOUR son”.
In my culture, it is common to give everyone a nickname. One time, a family member I think it was my cousin pointed out that my nickname is actually a dog's name and that my parents also talk to me as if I am a dog.
I hate my parents, and I can’t wait for the day they finally die…i wish hell was real just so they could end up there