u/Enthralled_Penor

I'm a gay dude, searching for stories and friendships, anything, from real people. I don't frequent reddit a lot so I'd gradually move on to Telegram, if you're okay with that. No insta/snap/discord tho.

Arab grindr was too overwhelming for me personally, and my arabic isn't that good. ana bat3allem 3arabi and i've got to say it is a very difficult tongue.

I'm from Southern India who was raised a catholic, but is now mostly agnostic. If you hold prejudices towards my ethnicity, please don't dm. Everyone is a child of God, and I see it as such.

Please don't dm me for sex chat or something adjacent.

I've been hushing my satyriasis for older men for quite awhile. And now, I'm coming to terms with it. Men younger than I am (25) have been such a pain to deal with and I love to relish the maturity that comes with an older gentleman. But I do have this inner fear inside of me, that persists. There's a significant tradeoff with respect to cultural connectivity, relatable things and other stuff, when you're seeing an older man. But I just feel like most of it is just unadulterated fear.

I live in a culture where most older men are married to women and I don't wish to be someone's side or l'objet de jouissance. So, by default there's less number of dudes who are in my vicinity. I am open to anyone from a different place, which isn't an issue.

One of my dear friends knows of my dating fails and has asked me, if I am comfortable with my own self, to which the obvious answer is no. I'm filled with dread when I think of getting into another relationship.

To conclude I love older men, I'm scared, time's running out, I don't know what to do and I feel hungry right now.

I've achieved chungus enlightenment.