Just now there was discussion about abortion being legalised without penalties online and I just couldn't see the opinions talking about how wrong it is,what about late term etc
I'm not an emotional person in a bad way cause often I feel a disconnect with my emotions and my body goes numb(i have gone to a psychologist about this), but I can debate we'll at least about other topics religion or anything else
But i can't with this,it's not like it's my identity—that I have a set of feminism either cause I do debate with other feminists like pro sex worker-not,pro tech feminists and I'm open to changing my beliefs
But I just can't look upon the men of the internet-the misogynists ,with their views their "opinions"
And the fact that i can't makes me feel like I'm not strong with my beliefs and I can be easily influenced or SMTH
Maybe it's because I don't have a very good experience with men or misogynists, my brothers hits me though I'm close with my father ik he'll support my brother considering he yells at me before him too, my mom has questionable views,I have been groomed online atleast he tried but failed
After then I hoped to change everything--start new,I was kind to everyone and.... i got a creep isolated again, my crush turns out was a supporter of my stalker creep,and limerance is a bitch that never breaks
I do have female friends, specially one, who helped me then and now more but i didn't have any male*(edit from name to male) friends i hope for none either except in my fantasies cause I have a better chance of being a millionaire than finding a feminist man in the third would