u/EqualJob7950 — reddlx

Problem/Goal: I wanna be able to deal with a toxic sibling and a father who gave up on us. I also need advice in controlling my emotions when it comes to with my toxic sister who is 17 yo.

Context: 18f my father visited my mom’s house while i was going through a very difficult moment driven by anger, mental breakdowns, loneliness caused by my evil bitch of a sister and other stuff for the first time in his whole life he witnessed me broke down from so much anger he couldn’t handle me so he took all his stuff and money and he said he won’t be coming to our house anymore. and the only guy that was making me happy and feel seen ghosted me. i have stopped opening up to my only best friend cause i dont want her to know im going through it again i dont want her to get tired of me. even my mom she got so fed up from watching me breakdown, listening to my rants she doesnt anymore. idk what to do i’m in extreme rage and depression rn i stopped taking my meds bc of the side effects. i wanna go far away from my evil bitch of a sister but idk how, where? even my mom, my older brother, my grandma gave up on teaching and confronting my sister. i genuinely feel like my sister is a narcissist. but the thing is i’m highly sensitive so I’m the most deeply affected from everything especially with my sister. my father who wasnt rlly present in our lives recently been treating us good but he gave up again im hopeless no one’s gonna pay for our bills anymore how do i even continue my college now and everything I was looking forward too? I’m such an anxious person 24/7 but I can still function tho.