I can't handle seeing him with another girl
I genuinely don’t know how to deal with this situation anymore and it’s affecting me really badly mentally.
Me and this guy were friends for 1.5 years and we had this “more than friends but not officially together” thing for months. He knew I liked him. Recently I told him I was coming to college and asked him to wait 15 minutes for me. He said he had work and was leaving, but later I saw him still there sitting with another girl for hours. The thing that hurt me the most was not even the girl, it was the fact that he lied just to avoid me.
After that I ignored him and didn’t pick up his calls because I was too hurt, and now he’s telling our mutual friend that I hurt his self-respect by ignoring him. But he acts like what he did to me was completely normal. Now I keep seeing him with the same girl in college and today he acted like he doesn’t even know me anymore. I was trying so hard to act normal in front of my friends but I genuinely couldn’t even look at her.
I’ve been getting anxiety attacks over this whole thing and I honestly don’t know how to move forward from it.