I'm 29 almost 30 (AFAB) and i hate how much my body won't let me do things i uesed to do. I hate much everyone around me is always busy and i can't always talk with them. I don't want to burdan them with all this baggage either. My sister wants to throw me a birthday party but there's no room to throw one where i live and my body will def not be happy obv. I just hate how much of life I'm missing because my body says no to eerything. I have possible EDS, high chronic pain possibly fibromyalgia or complex regional pain. Most days i just watch tv and see other ppl just living life as normal and it just sucks. I often don't want to live because of my illness and i know its never gonna better but I just don't know how to cope. How am I supposed to live if i can't even live?

PS srry for the weird title i type fast sometimes so i forget words

Does anyone feel like life is just going on without you?