I’m going to delete this post very soon in fear that they might find it.
(Oh also obviously TW)
I (F19) have this friend who I meet two years ago, but it wasn’t until a few months ago that we started to hang out more. Both of us are socially awkward and didnt have many friends so we ended up hanging out alot and quickly grew very close.
Whenever we meet up we first talk about normal stuff but after an hour or two it’s like their guard stops and they won’t shut up about how amusing they find it to kill people in games. They would explain how they’d torture character in VR or how they would hit people irl so that it hurt the most. They often goes on rants about how they would love to kill people, more than once they have mentioned that they’d be totally okay wirh killing anyone. Innocent or not they would want to do it.
They also talk often about how they want to rip my teeths out or how much they’d enjoying to torture me cause I’m weak ect. A few weeks ago they mentioned that I was the person they’d kill first cause they had told me “too much”.
They also want to move to a country where you can buy weapons openly and which ones they’d get ect. And have talked about how they want to torture animals and chase them then let them go loose wounded and let them die painfully. In a very very descriptive and uncomfortable manner. Oh yeah asked me if I want to go hunting with them too.
They’re also highly manipulative and raves about how easily they can manipulate people and how they don’t mind at all harming others ect. I’m aware that they manipulate me too. It took me two months to realise what was truly happening cause they’d act so loving and sweet between it and they’d promise that they wouldn’t actually do it. They’d also mention often of how I’m the only one keeping them alive and how they would kill themselfs if I left. Which has made it very hard for me to go away.
They have told me that they’re very likely a psychopath and that they’re only keeping me around cause they’re lonely and I’m enjoyable to hang out with. They do not listen to boundaries at all and I’m frightened tbh.
They know my adress my whole life, eveything god I feel so stupid 😭.
I also go to school with them and they’re very well liked wirh the teachers, which means that they can easily find me in school and with all of the manipulating and following it’s awfully hard to avoid them.
A few days ago my girlfriend cried and looked at me seriously, after I told her that their fantasy was to beat me up. She told me that she’s terrified for me and that I need to get out of their grip somehow and that they’re not safe.
They’re probs not going to harm me but without leaking too much information about myself being around them would ruin me.
Please help me. (Also I mentioned it at the start but I will delete the post very soon and I will not give and personal answers. I don’t know if they’re on Reddit but I want to be safe. Andddd sorry for all of the mistypes I’m quite stressed and overwhelmed right now so grammar is the last thing I’m thinking of.
I tried my absolute best to describe eveything in a vague manner bcz once again not want to be found, but they’re very very very detailed about this. It’s seriously a fantasy to them and is almost as if it turns them on.