Explicando o titulo, nunca tive problema com meu vizinho/a tocando piano, na verdade eu gosto de ficar ouvindo. O que me incomoda é que EU NUNCA VOU SABER QUEM ESTÁ TOCANDO.

Na minha rua de um lado é só predio e do outro lado da rua só tem casas, eu estou do lado dos prédios, e esse vizinho (pelo som) tambem, MAS EM OUTRO PRÉDIO (provavelmente o predio do lado que é bem grande em comparação com onde eu moro). Além de q eu moro em cidade grande, pelo menos onde eu estou as pessoas nem conhecem os vizinhos direito então nem da pra perguntar pra ninguem

Faz +1 ano que eu escuto essa pessoa tocando piano e ELA/E sempre toca musicas que eu tambem gosto, normalmente de animações q eu também sou fã, aí eu fico pensando "poxa eu queria ser amigo dessa pessoa" MAS EU NEM SEI QUEM É ESSA PESSOA E ISSO É OQ MAIS INCOMODA. Só pela musica da pra saber pelo menos 2 coisas sobre essa pessoa, ela gosta de musica (o suficiente para aprender a tocar um instrumento, o que eu também faço), e ela gosta de animações (pelo menos algumas específicas QUE EU TAMBÉM GOSTO), ou seja, AS MESMAS COISAS QUE EU GOSTO

E pior que toda vez eu fico escutando ela tocar (não, eu não saio de casa, por isso que eu to no reddit) então de alguma forma até to acompanhando o aprendizado dela, e da pra ver como ela melhorou muito até agora e eu fico tão feliz por ela, mesmo EU NEM SABENDO QM É

Sei lá acho que é isso, tava precisando falar disso para alguém. Ignorem os erros de escrita, eu acabei de acordar.

Obs: a reclamação NÃO é sobre ela tocar piano, mas sobre não poder conhecer ela. Acho que combina com o sub

Tbh i started watching hazbin because of vox, i used to watch clips and all and from those he was my fav, so of course i watched the show (actually watching the very last episodes but shh) and i like him even more, though i know he did horrible things and kinda felt guilty for liking him ig? So i used to say/think like "i only like vox because he's hot/because he hates alastor and charlie" (tho so far i wouldnt even see him as hating charlie, more like hating all alastor's allies).

But i just noticed i actually like him, i dont know why and feel even more guilty but ig hes just a good character

So, thing is, like the day before yesterday (friday) i had some problems with my boyfriend which led to him not replying for the whole day and me almost breaking up like very late at night (we didnt break up and got better but rn things are weird again and idk what happened but thats another thing), so obviously i started crying so much because i really love him and the idea of breaking up was more because self loathing and thinking he could do better, yall know (please say im not the only one), so my mom came to my room and started yelling at me for crying (i was trying my best to be quiet and didnt even think she could hear it) which made the rest of the dawn (it was ig 1am) pretty awful for me (i got anxious af atp i couldnt really breathe so she made my dad talk to me, which was more him trying to help me calm down, specially breathing exercises). Ik it sounds confusing but thats just context to say that while I was crying and trying to calm down i started thinking of vox hugging me, and it did help a lot, tho i know VOX wouldn't really do it, so i feel kinda bad for mischaracterizing ig? (I still love vox ofc, just ig one of the reasons i love him is that he only really cares about himself and the vees ig) Idk i hate mischaracterizing but it did help a lot and i was thinking of drawing something like this.

To be honest idek if this is mostly about vox or im just a bit desperate to talk to someone since my bf isnt replying to me again and im really worried about him and how I've did sm worse the past days i also didn't talk so much to my friends so i feel bad for just telling them all that now, the only thing i had some energy to do was apologizing to my best friend for not replying the last days and said today that I'll be offline for some more time because i really cant talk now. And here is where id feel the safest to share.

But for here, lets keep it about vox :D love yall, thank you for being a great community 💙🖤

Hey again, so i feel like here is more like a safe place to share about my experience. This is still related to finding out about my sexuality (which I'm still figuring but what makes more sense to me is that im pan) but not fully or mainly about it, so if I'm posting in the wrong sub or this is not supposed to be posted here please let me know, i will delete in the same minute and i apologize if i am in the wrong place.

Anyways, happy pride month!

I was so excited for pride month the last year/s (since i started learning more abt lgbt community) and i love it! I cant really celebrate going to parades or anything because my family doesnt like it (im still a minor) but last year i made some drawings with my best friend and posted more about my lgbt ocs (shared lore with 2 friends) and i was planning to do the same this year and was really excited for pride month.

Yesterday i was excited and talked to my best friend abt it, who also liked pride month, but she didn't seem to want to talk about it much, like kinda changing the subject when i tried to mention it and just said she didnt celebrate it (ofc i just started talking about other things then).

She was always christian but now she's been more closer to it, if it makes sense, like going more to church, doing bible study, praying everyday, and now working in christian summer camp, etc. which is good, honestly i dont like it but if shes happy and her faith is helping her im just glad for her. But she has changed since then.

Point is: of course im still so happy for pride month and still want to do something for it (even if just drawings, i know its not much but i like at least getting more contact with the community) but I've planned on making them with my friend/s (only with her tbh because my other friends are busy because college finals now) and now that i know im doing it without her it feels a bit unmotivating ig? She's the one that's always did everything with me, she knows everything about me and my life, and specially she was the one that helped me through figuring out about myself.

I felt like we were distancing a bit because sometimes she keeps talking so much about the bible and her religion (I've told her I'm okay with it and i really dont care what her religion is, i love her anyways /p) and ofc i support her in anything she believes but for me its a bit annoying to have to hear about it so i try to change subjects sometimes. But i know thats more of my paranoia and 99.9% of the time we just talk normally as we always did (not RN because her work and busier but still normally), maybe not about the same things or interests, we've gotten more different about them lately, but she's still the one i trust most and first i would come out to (though i dont think id really be able to talk much about it anymore)

Got really out of the main point while explaining 😅 but the thing is that i feel way less motivated about pride month now that it feels like (in my friend group) im the only one excited about it.

Again, please let me know if im posting this in the wrong place and im truly sorry if i am.

Happy pride month everyone! I will post something nice and not just venting always 😅

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Edit: thank you for the award anonymous redditor 💚

Hey, im still finding out about my sexuality, i dont really like labels so much but i want to know myself better and maybe find people like me (friendship, not romantic relationship)

Usually i just say im unlabeled (specially for gender but sexuality too because i dont like being "trapped" under labels at least to others) but im trying to learn more and im really thinking about pan or bisexuality (more pan though because from what I've learned pansexuality is about attraction REGARDLESS of gender, though i dont know much about so please correct me if i am wrong)

I am 14F (girl, any pronouns) and i want to know more about sexuality and about my own sexuality (and romantic orientation that for me is the most important), I have some difficulty on really figuring out if i do like girls because i (think?) do feel attracted to girls but at the same time my family is really homophobic (specially to sapphic people) so i might have some of it internalized for myself accidentally (i have NOTHING against any lgbt person though) which makes it harder to figure out about my own orientation.

Right now i am in a relationship (with a guy, cis/het) and since we are in a relationship i feel kinda guilty for still wanting to know about my sexuality because i dont plan on leaving him and dating anyone else but i don't know, i guess it might feel better to at least know myself? I still feel guilty for thinking about it though (he is really supportive of me and would support me more than anyone if i came out to him)

I dont really feel any need or possibility to come out to anyone other than my best friend and bf (my family is REALLY homophobic, they've threatened to make me live with my grandpa when i had a more masculine style and was questioning my gender. And my friends are mostly christian so i have some fear of them being homophobc too) so this is more for myself, not to give satisfaction to anyone else, if it makes sense.

Sorry if this text is a bit confusing, i just wanted to share a bit and write about it, so thats pretty ignorable

Obs: im posting in this sub because i want to learn more about pansexuality because i think i am pan but still not sure, so if i am posting in the wrong sub please someone just tell me and i will delete in the same minute

Obs 2: how im still learning about it please if I've said something that is offensive or misinformation, please, *please* someone tell me, i will edit it (or delete if necessary) and i already apologize in advance