Purification of the Masculine Principle
I have always been fascinated by human biology. I was especially fascinated by hormones since those seemed to effect almost every aspect of human biology. I began to recognize masculinity as the highest order. My search for now understanding masculinity led me to look at a metaphysics of human nature and most prominently alchemy. I have realized that the goal of alchemy of purifying lesser elements in order to obtain gold mirrored on a biological level obtaining masculinity by purifying it from lesser feminine influences. And I am not just talking I was actually able decrease my estradiol (female hormone) to <13 sth level and testosterone (male hormone) to above 850 sth level. I am at a level in which I don't even enjoy sexuality but I am struggling to arrive at a level of pure male principle of pure hatred and will. Should I accomplished that my testosterone level would further increase.
So what do you think about the possible metaphysical acquirement of pure male principal?