Drinking to stop overthinking
I’m a 22 year old woman. I’m just so sick of the rumination and overthinking. I wake up and I feel like I have a million defeating thoughts immediately. I just can’t anymore. I feel really lonely and sad about my relationship situation. It colors the milestones and highlights of my life. I feel like I just can’t take it anymore.
I had a drinking problem years ago and I got sober because of the consequences. I was scared ti become that person again.. to ruin my life but as years have passed and my life feels the same it feels like I’m torturing myself for no reason. It makes me sad because I don’t want to do this but I feel like there’s no other solution. I’m buying two bottles of wine today and I’m going to drink for the next two days. Maybe someone can give me some advice or word of encouragement.