Why Do Friends End Up Turning On Me/Hating Me?
I've always struggled with friendships, since I was a kid. Teachers used to defend me because I was the quiet, straight A student who always tried helping others where I could. I couldn't and still struggle to say no but it got so bad that at a school camp the teacher had to remove me from a specific room with girls because she heard them gossiping about me and wouldn't repeat what they said.
I've noticed that whenever friends flip on me, it's never one person at a time, it's like they recruit other people (it's always a group. always). In 2024 I went through the hardest time in my life (Mom's health took a turn for the worst and she's been incapacitated ever since requiring caregivers which has now taken center stage in my life) - my friends in the neighbourhood flipped on me (it shocked me because they're men, 1 gay but still... men and I always experienced this from women). I don't know what I keep doing wrong. I was shy growing up but it's not as bad, it's still there but I force myself to go whenever I'm invited out, I participate in all the group activities, and I've always been told I notice even the smallest of things and make people feel seen.
I have a Libra Sun in 12h (I've always thought it was 11h) and whenever friends flip on me, they ALWAYS gossip about me, some people come back to tell me, sometimes I hear it myself, but it never sounds like they ever liked me. So I don't understand what do I do wrong? How do I repel people? I try to be respectful and considerate of everyone at all times. Why do my friends end up hating me?