u/Exact-Supermarket834

Grabe, saan ba may concerta 27 mg?

Pagod na pagod na ako.

Overwhelmed ng mga gawain tapos laging palpak.

I felt better when I was on it.

At least nakakasabay.

Ngayon laging sablay.

Tambak na mga gawain.

Nauubos budget sa kung saan, di ko matandaan.

Sobrang ingay sa isipan ko.

Pag magpapa check up sa bagong psychiatrist kasi halos one month na wala yung psych ko, gusto inital assessment, wala na rin ako pambili ng gamot kung ganun. Dun sa mga mura, ang layo ng schedule. Umabot pa ng nov 25 para dun sa isang covered ng card ko.

Grabe. Haizt. Gusto ko na lang tapusin ito e.

When I first had ritalin 10 mg, I was so surprised. I was able to sit still for more than 1 hour.

I then switched to concerta plus ritalin 10 mg as booster to cover the whole day of work, and I can still remember how magickal it was the first few days. I could ignore almost all distractions, I finally passed our metrics.

I underwent some medical procedure(diff case) recently and I ran out of meds. More than a month nang hindi naggagamot and wala na ring budget to get a check up to change meds, dahil wala na akong reseta for ritalin at wala nang concerta 27 kahit saan. Wala rin akong pambili kung sakali.

Gusto ko lang ng KAUSAP ngayon. I feel so tired of dealing with my noisy mind for more than a month.. I'm so freakin tired.... Need ko lang nang makakaintindi. Baka next week may meds na ulit, I just want to be able to hold on until then. 🥲 pagod na ako.

I'm watching season 5 now, but it is hitting differently.

I don't know if it's because I've been watching too much horror lately, and my gore bucket is now full.... Or was it because of how the story was opened?

In the previous seasons, I was introduced to the story by presenting the human side of the season. A family which had a problem, a husband separated from her wife by something supernatural and a journalist who was desperate for a hot scoop, a teenage girl who accidentally killed her bf because she didn't know she was a witch, and girls who shared the same body who was wishing for a normal life...

But season 5? The first episode was not giving me something relatable, something to connect to... It just gave the horror of the hotel through the experience of two girls which I did not see in previous seasons. Not sure if they're gonna be in the rest of the episodes.

To those who have watched this season, without spoiling, what can you say about it? Did you find it worth watching?

I also noticed Jessica and Frances were not here.

I just finished it.

Of all the seasons I watched so far, this traumatized me the most. This triggered my survival instincts because the villains were closer to real life.

But the ending.... How Ethel greeted Elsa. How everyone was there, no suffering. The show goes on, full house.

And the friends they left behind: Jimmy, Dot, Bett and Desiree now got a good life. In good family.

I really don't know what I feel... But it felt peaceful everyone you rooted for is now ok.

Well, aside from Pepper....