u/Exciting-Current-924

Today at 12 a.m, a time when I absolutely should be asleep but am unfortunately not, I get a reel from my crush asking which of 4 categories my previous crush falls under.

Like, my previous crush, one I’ve talked to him about.

So obviously I watch it and respond within a minute.

And then… no response back. 😀

What was the purpose.

Why do I entertain this.

We are in COLLEGE; so WHY do i feel so immature?!

Someone break the spell, let me have my peace 🙏

WTFFFFFFFF 💔

After celebrating finally pulling the guy I was interested in, and thinking I was getting over my crush on my guy friend, me and three other friends, including that guy friend, decided to drink (my first time drinking with him)

Unfortunately, I am a massive lightweight, and I ended up way more drunk than everyone else. I did the usual stupid drunk stuff like singing, dancing, and oversharing personal secrets, but for the most part, nothing that felt like a serious mistake.

At some point around 2 a.m., I woke up in his arms. I was cuddling him and being really touchy. Eventually, I sobered up a little and left, but after a bit, I came back and cuddled with him again. We ended up kissing.

And the part that makes everything more confusing is that I really liked it.

We talked about it afterward, and I found out that I was apparently very drunk. There are a lot of blanks in my memory, but he says he was completely sober.

So now I feel like I’m back to having some kind of feelings for him, but I also feel conflicted. A part of me feels taken advantage of, mainly because he was sober and I was very much not sober. I don’t really know what to do with that feeling, especially because I liked the kiss, but I also don’t feel fully okay about how it happened especially because it was my first kiss and he knew how much it meant to me.