After 2 and a half year of dating my relationship ended
So I'm 15 and before you stop reading because I know people are just going to say "you're so young you have a full life to live" and "You're just a kid you'll get over it" I just need advice please. So we were dating for 2.5 yrs and it was honestly amazing I'm not going to lie it was amazing we were genuinely like that "perfect couple in school that you'd see we just didn't to all the touchy touchy stuff in public like that. Then last Friday she said we need to talk and I'm like ok and at this point everything seems fine she just seems a little more down than usual and I mean summer did just start which means we won't see each other that often but out of a stupid low moment of sadness I asked "would you feel happier if you weren't with me than if you were with me" and I asked this because I honestly was being selfish and wanted a response like "oh no ofc not baby I don't want to break up" but she didn't she responded with "idk :/" and I was honestly stunned. Like this is the women I honestly talked about having kids with and we talked about future colleges we would want to go to (we were both in all advanced with all A's she had all like 100's and I had mostly 90's or over but I didn't care about school as much as her) and just being together forever which ik again "oh you're 15 you shouldn't be thinking about that well we did because a year ago we both loved each other I loved her with everything I had and so did she and we both thought we were destined to be together forever.
All her friends were jealous of her relationship because we were honestly perfect and it was amazing, so when I see that I get scared and we talk (I'm not going to say what exactly) but by the end of it honestly, I know I already lost her. We are also both in a quinceanera and we are each other's partners obviously and at the practice she was really distant and it hurt because I knew that Monday would be the day its over. That day comes which is today and we talk from 8:30 ish to 10:30 and I don't like I've ever cried this much in my life as I'm typing this I'm honestly welling up but she said she feels that we've grown apart and how we changed as people from the age of 12 when we started dating and I agreed about the second part but I didn't understand why we had to break up and she said because I don't make her happy anymore and I tried to get her to elaborate but she couldn't she couldn't put it into words. She said she felt like she was in the relationship more for me than for her but I said I understood because she was hurting and I don't want her to hurt because I care a love her so much. But what it ended up coming to is she still loves me and always will but she needs to move on and like I honestly don't know like what she means I'm getting clarification on all this tonight I'll update this for better information but she loves me and I love her and we want to be friends after. She said she wants to go no contact over most of the summer other than when we really need to talk because we need to learn to live without each others support. Which I can agree with because right now I can't eat like right I don't think I've eaten for the past 2 days and she helped me through and with so much as of right now I have zero clue how I'm going to live without her I'm not going to kill myself just its going to be rough. So I'm lost to be honest this is all so sudden and I just needed to type my feelings out and I would want come advice on how I could get through this better if there is anybody that has any that would be amazing because I'm going to need it.
(extra stuff I forgot) She said that she wished it would've never ended and she wished we could've lived the life we dreamed of which makes me feel better I guess but not really. She is also coming over for closure and idk if this is like good because I feel like I'm going to end up wanting her more and missing her more. I'm going to miss her man like I don't even know how to put it in words