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so this is regarding the earlier post i had made, about opening out as an atheist to my strict parents. my dad just said that to me. first he said i was possessed by the devil. and he said a lot more. i kept defending myself and I kept trying to stay calm until I lost it. how can people bounded by religion be so cruel? how? it feels so unreal. mind you im still a minor with no finances or way to get a job. im stuck under my parents roof for like 2 years. help.

edit- for those saying this was stupid and I shouldn't have opened up, I'm aware. i didn't intend to. trust me in usually smarter than this but my mental state had been awful these days and I lost my composure and slipped. I really didn't intend on opening up. I lost my composure and accidentally opened up. he was bothering me about other things. he's insane.

edit- I'm an ex Muslim, also hes not that stupid for me to back down and say I was misguided or something. its unfortunately too late to do anything. and I really dis not intend on opening up and I will emphasise that again. he was getting on my nerves and already being harsh on me as im already struggling enough mentally and physically. and I slipped. but to those saying I can fake it, I really cant. It was a long conversation and the damage is done so I can only lay low and safe.

also I don't live in the USA or a country where anything is accessible without parents. it's a very orthodox country, minors aren't allowed to work or anything and I can't do much except try to survive

so today I finally broke down my cover in front of my dad about my atheist beliefs. truthfully my mom had known it before and I dont know what she thinks but so far she hasn't tried forcing anything and seems more accepting. i am also mentally unwell ( main reason for becoming atheist btw, I suffered A LOT. )

but my dad on the other hand is convinced the devil is controlling me and that im possessed and gonna burn in hell. i feel weird. i know I shouldn't have slipped up my cover but I was talking about my insecurities with him and he said god made me perfect and I literally couldn't hold it in anymore especially when these insecurities have literally been killing me. yes physically I cry everyday and cant take care of myself but thats something else. today we were also discussing mental health providers to look for and hes now fueled thinking its my depression or whatever and I think he'll do anything to convert me and im scared because before all of this I had an amazing relationship with my parents.

i really wish I could get a nose job+ lip filler + smile lines filler+ temporal lift + canthopexy but how do yall afford this? i also suffer a lot from my insecurities and I wish there was a way to get rid of it and fix my face and feel better but I can't afford it not even little bit and my family is extremely against it I dont know what to do

hey girls, i recently went through a really traumatic phase of my life and I have lost so much hair and i have bald patches. is there any solution for this? clinics and haircare both? like any clinic you guys go to and what treatments do you get also what is the cost of the treatments.. and for haircare anything you use apart from minoxidil ( i have cats its not cat safe )

please PLEASE help me please😭🤞🤞

Okay hear me out first!! I dont like the concept of project pan personally, like *IN MY OPINION* SO THIS IS A RANT POST AND YOU DONT HAVE TO AGREE ♡

Others can do it its fine. I dont own a lot of products, but the way I buy and use is unique. I like to buy a few products for a specific category ( Say theres a sale for body lotions- ill buy 3 or 5 and then use them up and then buy 5 more or whatever).

Like i feel like some people confuse project pan with minimalism? I keep getting these videos on my feed saying "Your makeup should only fit in one bag!!!" / Your skincare should only be 3 products!!!! and I dont get the concept- i am someone who enjoys different styles of makeup and heavy makeup as well. I cannot fit my eyeshadow palettes in one tiny bag. I dont have like 5 different foundations but i have one of each product i use. As a 2016/ heavy makeup lover I feel like project pan to some extent is just clean girl propaganda all over again.

I do appreciate project pan and I think i somewhat practice it. I use up all my things but I dont restrict myself on one thing. I find it depressing that people are forcing themselves to finish a product just so they can buy a new one- like isn't that defeating the whole purpose? Why not enjoy it? I like to buy multiple items of the same category and sure, you could argue its not project panning but at least i am able to enjoy my products and control my spending.

If there are people who have disorders or issues like hoarding or something I feel like that's a whole different thing in itself and its a very nuanced topic that i won't be going deep into.

My point is, people who have a very rigid project panning personality are somewhat insufferable to me. Being broke is one thing, everyone has financial issues and I will never shame someone for having few things that they use until its over. So i am not trying to diss people with financial issues. But i dont understand those who get so weird and pressurising about panning and using up and not buying something even if they reallly like it.

I am sorry but life is too short for me to force myself into a thing I cannot cope with. I feel like a lot of people arent cut out for project panning and are forcing themselves into it. It feels like insanity.

I feel like we should be able to enjoy our inventory, our products and the way we spend our money treating ourselves. Not spend too much but also be able to buy something new if we want to try it rather than forcing yourself to finish your previous products and then buying it. I can buy something new, try it and still be able to use all my products till the last drop.