u/Exotic_Arrival8011

I'm bored and randomly found this sub

Clocks at 00:13 Its my birthday I planned to kms on this day at the end so about in 24 hours hours ago but I've just been postponing the letters for the past month.the living my ends to the full bullshit and I'm so disappointed in myself.

Im not depressed or suffering from illness of any sort but the thing is I don't have a will to live.

Everyday I wake up and I have nothing to look forward to.the people around me at school drain the life out of me I may as well just cry than and there in the morning in class.i tried I really really tried to tell my teacher to transfer my classes but he wouldn't listen it's my fault I should've persuaded a bit more but he's just so stubborn I was almost about to cry so I left.

The reason I picked up my birthday is so than the 3 or 4 people that will remember me won't have to grieve 2 days a year.im gonna leave a note saying I would like to donate all of me I can not because I'm empathetic or something just if I accidentally don't cut deep enough the doctors will put in less effort to save me because they will know I will be saving other lives better as dead.

But I also don't wanna ruin my dad's first international trip in 5 days.how could he go and relax with a dead eldest daughter but I can't keep up I'm sorry baba.in the daytime everything's fine but with night everything comes crashing down I don't know what to do how to make myself die easily or make myself live.

First it felt like black smoke going into my lungs which is true lmao why am I even explaining that but still a whole lotta nothing

I will never understand how the other presidents actually listened to Adrian when he told them to open the ships gate to let the rem billionaires and workers in

I mean they're the same people that sold the tickets for funding didn't build enough ships to save all of humanity and in such a situation where the tsunami was coming straight at them it doesn't even make sense to save them now

Call me a pessimist or whatever but i don't think those world leaders actually had enough humanity for that and the writer just had a change of mind out of nowhere cuz that was really unexpected

I M864r8986 am a humanoid robot developed 2 years ago by the SSKGO assigned to a talented young architect/engineer to seduce and make him talk about the underground safe houses being built all over the world so that when SSKGO attacks and declares war upon the male species soon they can survive.these dozens of engineers inclu my subject have built an fairly impressive hide out with even surgery units so in case of big emergencies they can turn the males into actual biological females and get off SSKGO's radar.but unfortunately it seems the humanoid program coded into me has gained control and is urging me to tell him the truth if any of my other coworker robots are here on this subreddit as usual to study the male species I ask for help or suggestions.it seems I am falling