22M [Slovakia/Europe] - Surrounded by people, yet still feeling alone, I’m on a quest to find kind souls who make life feel more meaningful.
Hello, to whoever is reading this right now! :)
I’m currently in a position of social isolation, and it’s slowly driving me insane. While I do enjoy this “alone time” but everything has its limits, right? But even when I finally get the chance to meet and talk with people, I still feel very empty inside. Despite being very social and friendly with many people I see regularly, I’ve never truly felt satisfied. I simply feel like I haven’t met people who truly fulfill me and anyone who makes me feel like I matter.
I just haven’t found anyone I can fully express myself to or show my true side to. I’m getting tired of maintaining this almost stoic mindset throughout my days. Other than that, isn’t it exciting to be able to meet people from all over the world? I know this place can be quite difficult to find anyone in, but I guess it’s a journey to truly find the right people you can connect with. Nonetheless, I find talking to people online an interesting experience. We all come from different places and backgrounds, which always makes me eager to ask: "How is life for you over there?" :) Beyond a simple conversations, finding something meaningful unexpectedly here is something I'm always open to. Life is a journey full of choices, and I believe it's wise to walk this path with the people who truly matter.
To start with myself... I honestly don’t know where to begin. I certainly have a rich personality, but how would I really define myself? Well, right now I’m feeling different from what I’m generally used to. I’m usually social, confident, and full of energy. However, let’s just say I keep running into the same wall that I can’t seem to break through. I’m just so tired and frustrated lately for reasons that are exhausting both my mind and body.
I’m not doing that great at the moment. All I do right now is study. Is this really how life should look? I’d rather go fight battles and live on the edge of life, not for the glory of kings or politicians, but for my own glory. I feel like my potential is being wasted right now, but that’s fine. It’s only a matter of time before all of this passes...
So... who am I? I’m based in the EU, more specifically my timezone is GMT-1 :) I’m certainly intelligent for my age, I’m only 22 and I'm christian. I read a lot, I love history, and I hate politics, it makes me depressed although it’s still an important part of me somehow. I work out, which makes me happy because I managed to abandon my old self, the one that was weak and anxious. I love video games and play them every day, among other things.
I consider myself a very honest and maybe even a sweet person, someone with a big heart. But that's just my perception of myself, it's up to you to judge. Despite my young age, I have quite a few stories to share. Life hasn't always treated me well, but I'm doing my best to move forward and overcome every obstacle I face in this unpredictable world :)
I'm open to do voice calls, game together, anything really...
Please, reach if this resonates with you, but out only if you are 18+, with a decent introduction, otherwise everyone is welcome! Thank you for reading and making it this far :)