u/ExpensiveParking4978

I'm so restless and uncomfortable I feel like I need to bend my back until it breaks in half. it's giving me sensory overload. like I don't want to hurt myself but I feel like I need to break my back and neck and shoulders and crack my skull open. like I badly want to break my bones and I'm scared because I don't want to hurt myself but I feel like I need to stretch until I break into a bunch of pieces. like I need to take my brain out and put pressure on it and it feels like my brain is tilted upwards in the front or like I need to crawl out of my skin. thanks for any help if everyone knows how to help this or what this is. I just feel in agony with no pain.

So I get so overwhelmed my jaw clenches, Like nothing can go in or out. My swallowing feels delayed and I just feel like I'm stuffing myself. And when I try to talk I feel like I'm talking slurred or like a cave man. So I just sit there with my jaw clenching, talk in my head just staring at stuff or people like my parents to see if they noticed I became quite or wishing they could help or something. I just feel trapped in my body like I know how to talk I just can't. It normally happens after waking up or being really hyper or overwhelmed. But it just worries me that like I will never be able to eat or drink again and I just sit there scared and spiraling but just completely quit with a blank expression. Does anyone else know what this is or does this happen to anyone else.