MCA a letter for my crush
i like the dynamics between the two of us, we’re like siblings
but this all changed when you held my hand for a few times while its just the two of us
it made me confuse as to what is happening, are you this clingy to our other friends also?
but in those few times i removed my hand because i know that you have a girlfriend
i avoided you as much as i can, trying to distance myself from you
but a moment where its just the two of us happen again
you held my hand again, but this time i didn’t remove my hand anymore
i let myself be
i thought that there is really something between the two of us
but i guess its just all in my head, and that you just see me as a friend
and i want to come to terms about that
because although you have held my hand,
although i am a sucker for physical touch,
although those things might have a meaning,
you still have a girlfriend
and i believe that i deserve someone who will not confuse me
‘cause im a catch also you know