Am I wrong or is this just jealousy?
Recently had a discussion clarifying boundaries and such just to be clear we are not open really just online sexting and stuff she can do whatever and my pics need approval essentially is the difference.
Reason for my pics needing approval are basically because I am terrible at taking pictures of myself or in general. Wife has said she will help with that. I have made the attempt to take pictures of myself and she tells me I need to take a lot of pictures so I do in an attempt to get better at this.
I have on multiple occasions asked for help with pictures, offerd her to take my phone and delete or modify pictures to make them passable. Every time I ask for help she has an excuse either "I just want to be alone for a minute" or "I just woke up" among others.
I give her space, have even tried asking a general time frame that she think she would need. Every time I come back she is glued to her phone. Now she is not sexting exactly but is reading comments on her NSFW pictures DMs responding to them. So I guess I feel like she has time for these complete strangers and is pushing my wants and requests to the back burner while she is enjoying her new freedom.
This is frustrating for me because I feel as if I have no content other than words to even take advantage of this new thing we are supposedly allowed to do. I have a few pictures like 2-5 that are NSFW. But those are not the best and I also am not the type of person that is going to DM women randomly hoping to sext. It gonna be a while before I can experience this freedom most likely I just want to be prepared for if I get the opportunity if that makes sense.
I am really happy he is enjoying sexting and getting affirmation from strangers because she is beautiful and I love seeing her happy.
Is this just jealousy? Am I wrong for expecting assistance before I am basically confined to the couch while she texts with strangers? It's all i can think about like im stuck cant make any real moves to experience anything. Waiting for some perfect timing where the planets are aligned to get help. And then do it again while waiting for an experience to happen.