u/ExpressViolinist4528

The very beginning of my new journey with fibroids

Hi! I'm pretty new here and it's my first time posting. Most of the posts I've seen here so far from you lovely humans have been really informative, but most of you are either very far along in your journey or have already had surgery, and I just got diagnosed in February, so I wanted to share my experience as a newbie and hope to find a sense of community here.

For starters, I'm very blessed to have medical history on my side. My mom had fibroids and it runs in her family, so the moment something felt off with my body I was already prepared. I went to the hospital one day in February with severe abdominal/pelvic pain and cramping, which had been persisting for a few days or so and I wasn't on my period, and I already had a strong feeling it was fibroids. I told them about my medical history and they did an ultrasound (among other tests) and sure enough, they found 2 fibroids, less than 2cm each. I had to go back to the hospital again in May for the unbearable pain and I also couldn't poop without extreme shooting pain, so I just didn't poop for like 4 days. I was BAWLING in the ER, which was so embarrassing 😭 sure enough, at least one of the fibroids grew a bit, but the other one didn't seem to show up on the ultrasound this time. I previously googled the type of fibroid that one was (I forget the name but I'll look it up and put it in the comments) and it apparently is notoriously hard to capture on ultrasounds.

Fast forward to now...the cramps are persistent and I can't really function without my portable heat pack these days. I had to file for intermittent leave from my work to protect my job from frequent absences between flare ups, doctor's appointments, and, down the road, surgery. I plan to have a hysterectomy ASAP. I'm in my 30s and my partner and I both don't want kids. Where I'm located they shouldn't give me much issue on that, and my partner also had a hysterectomy due to similar but more severe issues, so it's not like we could have kids anyway (I know adopting is an option, but again we do NOT want kids, EVER). I have no idea how long this process will take...I'm currently waiting for an appeal with my insurance to settle before I can make an appointment with a specialist to review everything and put together a plan. That's a whole other story. In the meantime, it's heating pads, Mary Jane for the pain, and checking on the insurance appeal status.

Wish me luck, y'all! Y'all are strong as hell, I have no clue how some of y'all are walking around with footballs in you. I feel like such a wimp complaining about less than 2cm 😭 I almost didn't want to post but I'm sure I'm not the only one just getting diagnosed, and I'm sure y'all who have been going through it have great wisdom 💞 I'm so scared of what's to come. I'm not great with pain and discomfort and I know it's only going to get worse until I can get surgery but I know that's a long way down the road.

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First ever set, is this normal?

I've literally never had my lashes done before and went for a whispy set (admittedly not knowing what I getting myself into, don't come for me) and my left side has this weird crooked clump of lashes that's kinda driving me crazy. It felt weird and uncomfortable when she was doing the whole left side, but again I'm new to this and didn't know what to expect. Is this normal or am I cooked? Should I go back and ask them to fix it? This cost me about $240 😭

UPDATE: I went back and they refused to refund me AND said they would have to charge $40 to remove them 🙄 I will be attempting to get my money back through my bank and figuring out how to remove them somewhere else but ya girl is BROKE now so any suggestions for how to safely remove them myself are welcome. Thank you queens for your help, honesty, and kindness! 👑

UPDATE #2: Y'all this place really blew up my phone once I got home from the failed refund and removal attempt basically begging me to come back to have them removed and the guy (I think the owner?) offered to picked up and drop me off 😳😬 at least they're not going to charge me anymore but I'm not doing that

UPDATE #3: I got them removed for free!!! I got home and washed my eyes/face and feel much better 😌 I still will try to get refunded from the bank because that's way too much money down the drain

u/ExpressViolinist4528 — 12 days ago

New and Improved Ceviche ft. The Perfect Bite™️

My partner JUST made more ceviche and this time everything is diced smaller 😋🥰 I have a thing about each chip having to have at least one of each ingredient on it to have the perfect bite every time. I probably could have scooped more on this chip but 🤷‍♀️

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Honestly my partner is the highlight of my life rn. Everything else is kind of a shitshow rn but I'm trying to be delulu about the future. Also not to sound one of *those* people who self-diagnose and are dramatic about basic human experiences potentially being linked to mental illness and thinks it's cute and quirky (not me) but sometimes I seriously think I may be slightly autistic and don't know what to do about it (yes I am in therapy and no I haven't brought it up to my therapist yet but I probably will but I'm scared) also I smoked a bit of za so sorry if none of this makes sense ok bye

u/ExpressViolinist4528 — 22 days ago

Life Imitates Art

My chaotic unhinged girl dinner on my bed with no sheets probably speaks volumes about my current mental state 🙃 I've been mostly neglecting my mental amd physical health, room is an absolutely horrific disaster, I have about $20 til next week, I have fibroids, and I've been drinking too much, to name a few things. But I'm still here, have an amazing partner who I love to smithereens, and I'm actually in a good mood 😊 Happy Pride Month, ladies! 🏳️‍🌈

Dinner: homemade ceviche that my partner made with some crushed up chips, the last handful of cheddar cheese cubes, and a little cup of birthday cake ice creak cake sundae thingy. Hopefully my stomach isn't too angry after this but she's pretty strong

u/ExpressViolinist4528 — 24 days ago