u/Express_Hunt2168

I’m someone’s limerent object, or was.
I’ve had limerence before, it’s fucking painful. Someone was cruel to me years ago and I latched on more, it was a cycle. I as a friend, am not that way, I’m actually especially nice to the person who has(had) Limerence for me, this post is directed at him.

I never did hot and cold. I never breadcrumb. I tried so hard not to leave your message unopened for too long because you’re so sensitive. OF COURSE you see that as my signs! And you seem so sound, but you are on the path to hate me. I worked my butt off to be your friend because I cherish you, I love you like I love my family, but I should’ve never tried. All I’m good for is being the girl to you. To you specifically. Fuck off with that. Fuck off with the “led on” shit. I fought for you so much, and how special our friendship was, and it never mattered.

I’m fucking pissed you blame me. You can be in pain and not blame me. I only tried to be your friend, and you’re going through a rough patch. I trusted you wouldn’t take it and run, you can’t control limerence hits but you can choose not to say I breadcrumbed you. Don’t blame me unless I do something wrong.
I never would’ve ever tried to be close to you if I knew this would happen.

You look like a lot of men in this city, I kept wondering if it was you smoking and talking with strangers outside a bar. Or maybe it was you walking with a few others. I really fucking hope not, I hope I never see you again. I got scared you messaged me, because I feel like I have a gun to my head. You always remain on top, but you ruined so many lives. I’m glad that I got to hurt you in the end, you really needed it, but you never understood that you’re a bad person. You never will, you’re not capable of it.

You make me feel okay with conformity. I warn people about your life choices.