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None of the good standing desk brands (Uplift, Vernal, deskhaus, Flexispot, etc.) ive been looking at will ship to Hawaii, and if they do, its only very specific entry level models like the E6.

Can anyone recommend me any great standing desk models under 600 USD that can ship to Hawaii?

My alternate option is just getting an E7 and using something like Carlile to ship it from the lower 48, but don't feel like paying for that or filling out the massive form for it.

Thank you in advance!

I'd like some help overcoming my issue of being a seemingly awkward and unsafe person to talk to.

I am worried about how I am around people, even when I am not thinking about how i'm acting and simply hanging out with my friends, I often do things that I get odd reactions from. I often talk about or tell people things that they don't really care about, things like what I am being recommended on youtube, or what I ate today, or how a amazon listing has a strange picture, all of which I would think to be alright conversation topics.

For some insight, I don't really get out much, have no friends in real life, have no hobbies or interests that I'm really great at, and am not much of a character in general. I know that sounds pretty fucking obvious, but I've met people similar to me with similar or opposite circumstances, either having hobbies they're super good at but still being awkward like me, or having no hobbies and never going outside while playing video games all day, but still seem to get along with everyone they meet.

So I want to make sure that I am doing the right thing, and not putting a bunch of energy into something entirely separate from what I want to be working on.

For some background on me, in case it might come in handy when replying:

I'm 18, I have dreams of making a huge story and animation, I am very socially anxious, I often times feel fake, even to myself when trying to journal and talk to myself, I am the middle child, I feel like I can only understand surface level topics of any given media, I don't have any friends in real life, and have only a small amount of friends online who never open up to me or want to call one on one, I feel oftentimes I am "too much to handle", "overbearing" or otherwise too assertive, I feel as if people feel unsafe around me which is something ive been told, and I feel as if ive never really made friends and have only made good acquaintances with people.

I have moved around a lot, and attribute some of this lacking in social skills to that, but I know that I can change wherever I might be. I just don't know what to do about this.

I know that this might uncover a lot of underlying issues, but I thought it might help to know.

Please! Ask questions if you need to if you feel that it will help your understanding and advice.

And thank you!