(They loved you until they got to know you deeply and realized they had no idea how to handle you)
I hate how lonely life can feel when you have no one to randomly talk to
Disclaimer: This post is based solely on my personal experience. I’m just sharing my thoughts and experiences briefly, and it’s not meant to represent everyone’s experience. Also, all the memes in this post were made by me
It hurts so bad. I’m shaking terribly and I’ve completely lost my appetite. I feel like I want to relapse again just to throw all this pain away. I don’t know how to handle myself anymore. I feel so overwhelmed that I’m having really bad shortness of breath and shaking, and I’m trying so hard to hold back my tears. Hearing him say that he still loves me and doesn’t dare to let me go, but not romantically, hurts so much after all the love and affection he gave me. He’s my ex, but we’re still in contact, and it’s confusing me so much.
Even before getting into a relationship with him, I had already sh because I felt like my heart was being played with. Then, maybe because he felt sympathy for me..i honestly don’t know. he then asked me to get into a relationship with him. And even while we were together, I’d frequently sh whenever I heard something that hurt me deeply.
I promised myself that I didn’t want to do it anymore. I really don’t want to go back to that. But right now, I’m struggling so badly, and I genuinely need help. I don’t know how to handle all of this anymore.